Obsessive~Compulsive~Abusive~Reclusive

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: Reveals the process we all go through as we search for our inner truth and divine plan. Our soul is on a quest for the return to our former power and glory as a divine being. Each of us have created many experiences that add to our personal story and move us ever forward into our higher awareness with a deeper connection than ever before. The quest for unconditional love takes many forms in many lifetimes as we evolve and learn life lessons.

The steps we go through can take lifetimes to complete. Each part of our research and experimenting requires the commitment of self along with the commitment of others to make it happen. It is a team effort for sure . . . and the team must all agree to evolve through these experiences in order to discover the myriad of facets that love can reveal through the process. These facets are all a part of what is known as conditional love.

In these times we are living in, humanity is experiencing the epitome of the absence of love. It is as far away as we can get and still be connected to the source of our creation. We are collectively manifesting every possible contradiction and contrast to what love is. The virtual reality of CONDITIONAL LOVE and what it feels like to be so disconnected that we forget who we are and why we are.

OBSESSIVE LOVE= the idea that we need something or someone in order to be loved. The focus remains on obtaining things and people in our lives to feel connected or complete – this leads to rejection and feeling unloved. Many who have acquired wealth, things, and status are incredibly unhappy people.

COMPULSIVE LOVE= the repeated patterns of choosing the same type of relationship that we have been living in and hoping we can actually get it to work if we try hard enough or repeat it often enough. Some would call this the definition of insanity . . . and perhaps they are right. No amount of disrespectful or dysfunctional behaviour will ever bring a happy ending.

ABUSIVE LOVE= the desire to enter into a relationship that will validate all of the reasons we don’t love ourselves. These relationships are designed to give us the broken hearted experience where we feel responsible for the other persons happiness at the expensive of our own. This is the most painful of relationships on all levels – physically, mentally and emotionally.

RECLUSIVE LOVE= is designed to help us experience the feeling of separation to the furthest degree. We isolate ourselves further and further until the presence of love is in total absence from our experience. The idea that no love is better than hurtful love inspires us to live far away from friends and loved ones who were the source of great hurt or betrayal. The idea is that we are better off this way . . . but time alone will teach us otherwise and only the discovery of self love will end the cycle.



JUDGEMENT~FEAR~SEPARATION

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON:    shares the wisdom of how we continue to create separation on our human experience. We are manifesting from our subconscious the reality that we are co-creating together and it is still aligned to the concept that moves us apart instead of uniting.

Within us there are three sources of creation that work together with each and every idea we bring forth. With it there is a THOUGHT, which triggers a FEELING, which then manifests a CREATION. This could also be identified as MALE, FEMALE, CHILD who contribute to everything we are and everything we do.

Becoming an observer of this process within us is essential if we are to unravel the mystery of our misunderstandings (thoughts), misalignments (feelings) and misrepresentation (child) of what love is and how we share it. To have a full spectrum of truth, we must take responsibility where we can to correct these states of being so that more of humanity can become awake and aware of our power and our purpose.

MALE= the concept of RIGHT & WRONG and how it separates us from each other through judgement. We have learned to measure ourselves and each other in a world where we celebrate the art of COMPETING through sports, fashion, wealth and gender. This diminishes love and lowers our collective vibration.

FEMALE= the concept of GOOD & BAD that creates a feeling of unworthy, unwelcome and unwanted feelings toward ourselves and each other. This keeps the power of love from totally embracing the idea that we are all equal and deserving of love just because we exist. How we feel about ourselves greatly impacts the level of love we allow to flow to us and through us. Without this being in alignment and flowing freely we are always COMPARING ourselves and feeling unloved and unwanted.

CHILD= the concept of UP & DOWN control the level of love a child feels from within and in the world they inhabit. The thoughts and feelings our inner child has contribute 100% of how we feel about ourselves. Our inner state of security and confidence depends on having enough love from our environment to support our wellbeing and overall wellness. Without love flowing freely our inner child cannot feel uplifted but chronically COMPELLED to put themselves down and feel unloved.

CLEANERS~CARETAKERS~COMFORTERS

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: While in my sacred sanctuary today I was surrounded by the wonder and magic of nature as she treated me to a special healing ceremony. I had asked for some assistance in letting more love and happiness into my heart. Without happiness, the rest of life is not in harmony or in balance with nature and the joy of living.

Within seconds of asking my sanctuary space filled with luminous little beings that looked like fairies. They came in and surrounded me with such a joyful energy and laughter that filled the air with the sound of wind chimes and wings. They were in different colours and seemed to be in teams of specific workers that knew exactly what to do.

I was then transported into my own heart to watch the work being done and all the fun that was being had in doing their ‘jobs’. They were joyful in their tasks and playful in their movements while being really gentle in doing what needed to be done. They were so excited that I had finally asked for some assistance and heart healing – and went straight to work.

CLEANERS= these little beings were busy dusting and moping, wiping and vacuuming the entire interior of my heart as I watched them move in synchronistic patterns that covered every inch of my heart until it was sparkling clean.

CARETAKERS= these guys were doing all the repairs and upgrades needed to clear the clutter and open the pathways that had been left unattended and treated for a very long time.

COMFORTERS= the softest and gentlest little beings I have ever seen, were placing little lights and candles in ever corner where there had been hurt or disappointments from my entire lifetime. They approached each part of my heart with reverence and respect as they gathered the wounds and the broken pieces and gently replaced them with shimmering light and love.