Category: PERSONAL GROWTH

GUILT~SHAME~BLAME

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TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: In my morning meditation time I like to go to my Sacred Sanctuary within and review what life is trying to teach me or show me for the day.  Today was a very special day as I found myself asking to be shown the book in my Akashic records that contains the things I hold inside that are related to GUILT, SHAME and BLAME.  I have recently felt that the major source of my excess weight was related to my instinctive reaction to everything and everyone as being somehow either my responsibility, or my fault if things were not in alignment or in a happy place.  My intention was to have a good look at the book to see where I could complete my research and let go of the need to feel bad, or sorry, or guilty for what I had said or done.

Imagine my surprise when I asked Source to reveal the book to me and ALL OF THE BOOKS FLEW OFF THE SHELF and landed all around me.  It seems that I have been feeling things are all my fault since time began.  That is a lot of guilt, shame and blame to embody!  So the answer to my prayer was laying all around me and the need to shed the burden of how that ‘weighs heavy’ on my soul became crystal clear.  If I am blaming myself for everything that has happened then it means others are now left holding onto the illusion of nothing is their responsibility.  Well that does not help either one of us clear the karma, or complete the life lesson.

So I began to release any and all attachments to the past events: traumas, dramas and anyone related to what I experienced or how I contributed to the issue or situation.  I took responsibility for my part and held it up to the light of creation saying thank you for the experience and I am grateful for all those who contributed and participated in my life lessons so I could learn them . . . the books started to fade away but not disappear.  What was left on the floor was a rainbow of colours that Source calls wisdom.  I was able to retain wha t I had learned, but release what I went through to learn it.  The light got brighter and brighter and then all of a sudden the Akashic record shelves were filled with REVISED EDITIONS of my life and my lessons.  What is held there now is what I have been blessed with out of all the lessons through time and history.  I new sense of purpose, and a wonderful sense of peace.

GUILT= those moments we believe everything this is our FAULT instead of our choice.
SHAME= the feeling that comes with believing in the illusion of FAILURE
BLAME= when we need to reflect the focus away from what we FEAR in ourselves and others

PAST~PRESENT~FUTURE

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TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: reveals to me that humanity is in a powerful place of change that can happen in the blink of an eye.  Each soul has the ability to stand in front of the mirror of truth and discover what it is that they are ready to embody.  Our choices are not designed to be chances . . . they are opportunities that show up when we are in a position to make life changes that can alter our lifestyle and destiny in every way.  There isn’t a script written in stone, but a menu of choices we can make that will help us learn more about ourselves and our capacity to love.  Love begins within and it comes from a place of pure divine light that shines itself on, in and through our lives every day and in every way.  Even those shadow moments where we seem to forget or forgo our sacred selves, there is an element of love that is present for us to discover.

As the waves of frequencies are shifting the earth and all its inhabitants right now we are in a place like never before.  A place where we can see more clearly, hear more profoundly and speak more openly about ourselves and how we relate to love.  It will happen in our relationships, our friendships, our own inner dialogue and with the celestial realms as we are being shown how to reconnect to the truth of who we are.  We are not alone . . . we are ALL ONE.

Imagine yourself standing in front of a grand mirror where you can see yourself clearly . . . you are witnessing the place where the past, the present and the future are all present in the same moment, the same breath, in the same time line of creation.  What you see is the reunion of you as a soul being reflected back to you and revealing the essence of your soul in a special way.

THE PAST= that part of you that is behind you that is no longer seen, but truly embodied in the present with you now.
THE PRESENT= the part of you that you can see that possesses all the wisdom from the past that makes you who you are in this moment.
THE FUTURE= the reflection you see in the mirror is the you that is yet to be but calls to you with such familiarity and love that is cannot be ignored in this moment.

The reunion takes only a moment . . . the moment you are in right now . . . the moment where the past, the present and the future all merge into one as you take a deep breath and step through the mirror.  You cannot see where it is taking you, what is on the other side, or what will happen if you do.  You only know that something inside your sacred self is telling you that you must do this to align yourself to the wave of creation that is awaiting you on the other side of this moment.  That part of you that unites all of the rays of light and love from the past, the present and the future into one fully embodied soul who shines like a diamond in the darkness that is love.  Every fragment of your soul that you have lost or left behind is reunited with you in that moment and you are reconnected to the light of self love, sacred love and divine love in every dimension and on every timeline.  No longer separated or fragmented into pieces – but one whole and holy divine being totally at peace with who you are.

MYSELF~MY SOUL~MY SOURCE

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TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: shares an intimate view of ourselves and what we gain our strength from in difficult times.  Each of us are being tested to the limit of our endurance and then some.  It is the expansion of our soul and our ability to learn, grow or remember the things that are important to our soul’s  level of happiness.  The more we struggle the lower we vibrate.  The more we surrender the lighter we become.  It is a delicate act of balance that brings us closer to the place of inner peace.

Remind yourself that  ‘I am the one who is in charge of my rate of growth.  I have the right to repeat things as many times as I choose to in order to gain the most benefits from what I am learning.’  It is a brilliant moment when we stop the cycle and view it from a place of what is in here that I am so willing to suffer for that I keep holding on to it.  That is the insightful part of us that steps forward and reveals the truth about what has been taking place in order for us to benefit from it at soul level. When we release – there is instant relief.

If we are judging others, blaming others, criticizing others in any way, it tells us that we are doing this to ourselves first.  We never give anything we don’t already have so this is called a revelation when we reveal to ourselves through our thoughts and feelings about others how we are holding on to the similar, or the same things within ourselves.  The gift comes when this is done with love instead of judgment or fear.  Honouring the difference is a quantum field of vibration higher than we are now.  Be ready to grow . . . and forgive that part of you that chose the lessons you did to get where you need to be.

MYSELF= a state of awareness where ownership of all things creates breakthrough.
MY SOUL= the self respect that we develop as we accept full responsibility for our creations
MY SOURCE= a divine awareness that we only experience what we are committed to doing/being in order to grow