TRAUMA~DRAMA~KARMA

TRAUMA, DRAMA, KARMA

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: introduces us to the inner most sanctum of our personal programming. We are designed to live our lives by the blueprint we have brought with us and allow it to play out so we get the most value out of our souls life lessons.

The built in system allows us to be creative with our intuitive and intelligent abilities, but each time we manifest an experience they begin to weave into our life the necessary things we have committed to learning. Each one of us has a unique version of what true is, and how we respond to receiving it and sharing it.

The only reason we get to evolve, is because we reach various levels of awareness that allows us to advance to the next level once we have completed a life lesson. It is a journey of discovery and repetition until that is accomplished. Most times we are not even aware we are on that road until we start and recognize that we have been doing the same thing over and over again. It will show up as frustration and expose itself through our impatience with ourselves and others.

TRAUMA= the life lessons we create which are designed to have us take a closer look at ourselves in relation to others. How we fit it – or not will depend on what we are hoping to learn. The dynamics we participate in will enhance the situation and repeat it until we wake up and see what we are doing and how we contribute to the cause of our pain and lack of power.

DRAMA=  our level of intensity that we must go to in order to be heard, seen or felt in our actions and reactions with others. We are always in a place of learning but when we are not being accepted or acknowledged, we amp up the situation or our reactions to it until it is loud and clear. We can become quite addicted to drama as a source of entertainment and the feelings that it brings where we get attention – positive or negative usually doesn’t matter.

KARMA= is the wheel we rotate on. It can last many lifetimes as we continue to expand our research and learning to include ever aspect of ourselves that is needing to evolve. Our commitment to karma runs deep and it is relentless in having us pay attention to it until we resolve the emotions that are attached to it, and solve the mystery to our personal puzzle that help us rise above the need to play the blame/shame game.

ANXIETY~ANGST~ANGER

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: Reveals the progression of energy that takes us from our calm and centred state to a full on blow out of aggression. We are given our personal life challenges through a series of events that invite us to learn about our limits and boundaries. When they are not respected, or rejected, we immediately go into an energy spiral that can take us on a wild ride of emotions.

The typical place where we start is getting triggered by a comment or event that activates within us our deepest hurts and wounds that have not healed. We may not even be aware we are still carrying the memory or fear that is the base cause of our reaction, but we soon go through the rapid progression of steps that can change our world inside and out.

Without taking the time to honour and respect our own feelings and allow them to be processed through our sense of forgiveness or awareness, we continue to return to this state of inner despair, or outward aggression that makes our life miserable and our soul feels abandoned.

ANXIETY= the feeling of hopelessness that we hold onto when we don’t feel we have the ability to let go of past events or beliefs which means our future is going to appear to look exactly the same. Until we are able to own our experience and take responsibility for rescuing ourselves from that place of despair, we remain a prisoner of its low vibration and self worth issues. The world becomes an unsafe and unloving place to be.

ANGST= begins to consume our daily perspective where we can no longer even imagine ourselves getting better or life being different. We hold onto the illusion of hopelessness that follows our every breath and heartbeat into an abyss of overwhelmed fear and dread of living another day. The longer we stay in this state, the harder it is to restore our faith in ourselves.

ANGER= happens when we begin to recognize that we are being held hostage by our fears and beliefs. Our inner warrior begins to wake up and takes a stand that activates our fight and flight instincts where we are ready to face or fight what ever and who ever is triggering our feelings of anxiety and angst. This is simply a distraction from the real source of our pain which is inside the heart that has been hurt.

AGGRESSION= The tendency is to spend a great deal of time and energy in blaming others, avoiding confrontations or deliberately creating them to prove to ourselves we are not going to give up or give in anymore. We get defensive about our personal space and feelings and strike out at anyone who might be in our presence at the time we are triggered. The act of striking out is a true sign of self destructive behaviour as the source of what is causing the feelings is still hidden inside to be discovered or recovered.

Everything I need is a SEED

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: In my meditation time today I journeyed to my Sacred Sanctuary where I get to see all the things that are happening, or about to happen in my life. As I entered into my sacred space I stood in the centre of the sphere of energy and asked to be shown what Read More


TODAY’S LIFE LESSON:

In my meditation time today I journeyed to my Sacred Sanctuary where I get to see all the things that are happening, or about to happen in my life.

As I entered into my sacred space I stood in the centre of the sphere of energy and asked to be shown what happiness looks like. My life has not had a lot of happiness in it and I wanted to get a sense of what that might look like and feel like so I could be more aligned to the energy of it. The keys to a fulfilled life include the ability to be HAPPY~HEALTHY~WORTHY~WEALTHY.

To my pleasure and enjoyment, I was instantly standing in the centre of a huge sunflower. I was impeded in the face as one of the seeds and all around me were endless seeds and beautiful soft vibrant yellow petals. The size was enormous and might even be described as endless. I felt the welcoming energy of abundance and the connection to Mother Nature and how she provides everything I need in life.

Her gentle voice could be heard inside my being as she softly said look at all the seeds of possibilities and opportunities you have before you. In each and every seed there is a gift to meet your needs. You have endless gifts and abilities that you are able to share with the world but inside your own soul there is a hole that needs to be filled with love. You are the image of perfection just as you are – exactly the way you are.

Nothing needs to be changed other than your willingness to allow the vastness of the universe to have unlimited flow through your being. This is the gift that comes with being a creation of light. Your life is blessed with all the things you have envisioned and dreamed of. Learn to dream bigger and allow the light of love and creation to experience life through you in miraculous ways.

SOURCE= the infinite power of love that creates everything there is
SUNFLOWER= the face of love that provides inspiration and opportunity
SEEDS= the gift of love that is inside every dream and desire I experience