TRAUMA~DRAMA~KARMA

TRAUMA, DRAMA, KARMA

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: introduces us to the inner most sanctum of our personal programming. We are designed to live our lives by the blueprint we have brought with us and allow it to play out so we get the most value out of our souls life lessons.

The built in system allows us to be creative with our intuitive and intelligent abilities, but each time we manifest an experience they begin to weave into our life the necessary things we have committed to learning. Each one of us has a unique version of what true is, and how we respond to receiving it and sharing it.

The only reason we get to evolve, is because we reach various levels of awareness that allows us to advance to the next level once we have completed a life lesson. It is a journey of discovery and repetition until that is accomplished. Most times we are not even aware we are on that road until we start and recognize that we have been doing the same thing over and over again. It will show up as frustration and expose itself through our impatience with ourselves and others.

TRAUMA= the life lessons we create which are designed to have us take a closer look at ourselves in relation to others. How we fit it – or not will depend on what we are hoping to learn. The dynamics we participate in will enhance the situation and repeat it until we wake up and see what we are doing and how we contribute to the cause of our pain and lack of power.

DRAMA=  our level of intensity that we must go to in order to be heard, seen or felt in our actions and reactions with others. We are always in a place of learning but when we are not being accepted or acknowledged, we amp up the situation or our reactions to it until it is loud and clear. We can become quite addicted to drama as a source of entertainment and the feelings that it brings where we get attention – positive or negative usually doesn’t matter.

KARMA= is the wheel we rotate on. It can last many lifetimes as we continue to expand our research and learning to include ever aspect of ourselves that is needing to evolve. Our commitment to karma runs deep and it is relentless in having us pay attention to it until we resolve the emotions that are attached to it, and solve the mystery to our personal puzzle that help us rise above the need to play the blame/shame game.

Everything I need is a SEED

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: In my meditation time today I journeyed to my Sacred Sanctuary where I get to see all the things that are happening, or about to happen in my life. As I entered into my sacred space I stood in the centre of the sphere of energy and asked to be shown what Read More


TODAY’S LIFE LESSON:

In my meditation time today I journeyed to my Sacred Sanctuary where I get to see all the things that are happening, or about to happen in my life.

As I entered into my sacred space I stood in the centre of the sphere of energy and asked to be shown what happiness looks like. My life has not had a lot of happiness in it and I wanted to get a sense of what that might look like and feel like so I could be more aligned to the energy of it. The keys to a fulfilled life include the ability to be HAPPY~HEALTHY~WORTHY~WEALTHY.

To my pleasure and enjoyment, I was instantly standing in the centre of a huge sunflower. I was impeded in the face as one of the seeds and all around me were endless seeds and beautiful soft vibrant yellow petals. The size was enormous and might even be described as endless. I felt the welcoming energy of abundance and the connection to Mother Nature and how she provides everything I need in life.

Her gentle voice could be heard inside my being as she softly said look at all the seeds of possibilities and opportunities you have before you. In each and every seed there is a gift to meet your needs. You have endless gifts and abilities that you are able to share with the world but inside your own soul there is a hole that needs to be filled with love. You are the image of perfection just as you are – exactly the way you are.

Nothing needs to be changed other than your willingness to allow the vastness of the universe to have unlimited flow through your being. This is the gift that comes with being a creation of light. Your life is blessed with all the things you have envisioned and dreamed of. Learn to dream bigger and allow the light of love and creation to experience life through you in miraculous ways.

SOURCE= the infinite power of love that creates everything there is
SUNFLOWER= the face of love that provides inspiration and opportunity
SEEDS= the gift of love that is inside every dream and desire I experience



GUILT~SHAME~BLAME

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: In my morning meditation time I like to go to my Sacred Sanctuary within and review what life is trying to teach me or show me for the day.  Today was a very special day as I found myself asking to be shown the book in my Akashic records that contains the things I hold inside that are related to GUILT, SHAME and BLAME.  I have recently felt that the major source of my excess weight was related to my instinctive reaction to everything and everyone as being somehow either my responsibility, or my fault if things were not in alignment or in a happy place.  My intention was to have a good look at the book to see where I could complete my research and let go of the need to feel bad, or sorry, or guilty for what I had said or done.

Imagine my surprise when I asked Source to reveal the book to me and ALL OF THE BOOKS FLEW OFF THE SHELF and landed all around me.  It seems that I have been feeling things are all my fault since time began.  That is a lot of guilt, shame and blame to embody!  So the answer to my prayer was laying all around me and the need to shed the burden of how that ‘weighs heavy’ on my soul became crystal clear.  If I am blaming myself for everything that has happened then it means others are now left holding onto the illusion of nothing is their responsibility.  Well that does not help either one of us clear the karma, or complete the life lesson.

So I began to release any and all attachments to the past events: traumas, dramas and anyone related to what I experienced or how I contributed to the issue or situation.  I took responsibility for my part and held it up to the light of creation saying thank you for the experience and I am grateful for all those who contributed and participated in my life lessons so I could learn them . . . the books started to fade away but not disappear.  What was left on the floor was a rainbow of colours that Source calls wisdom.  I was able to retain wha t I had learned, but release what I went through to learn it.  The light got brighter and brighter and then all of a sudden the Akashic record shelves were filled with REVISED EDITIONS of my life and my lessons.  What is held there now is what I have been blessed with out of all the lessons through time and history.  I new sense of purpose, and a wonderful sense of peace.

GUILT= those moments we believe everything this is our FAULT instead of our choice.
SHAME= the feeling that comes with believing in the illusion of FAILURE
BLAME= when we need to reflect the focus away from what we FEAR in ourselves and others