ANXIETY~ANGST~ANGER

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: Reveals the progression of energy that takes us from our calm and centred state to a full on blow out of aggression. We are given our personal life challenges through a series of events that invite us to learn about our limits and boundaries. When they are not respected, or rejected, we immediately go into an energy spiral that can take us on a wild ride of emotions.

The typical place where we start is getting triggered by a comment or event that activates within us our deepest hurts and wounds that have not healed. We may not even be aware we are still carrying the memory or fear that is the base cause of our reaction, but we soon go through the rapid progression of steps that can change our world inside and out.

Without taking the time to honour and respect our own feelings and allow them to be processed through our sense of forgiveness or awareness, we continue to return to this state of inner despair, or outward aggression that makes our life miserable and our soul feels abandoned.

ANXIETY= the feeling of hopelessness that we hold onto when we don’t feel we have the ability to let go of past events or beliefs which means our future is going to appear to look exactly the same. Until we are able to own our experience and take responsibility for rescuing ourselves from that place of despair, we remain a prisoner of its low vibration and self worth issues. The world becomes an unsafe and unloving place to be.

ANGST= begins to consume our daily perspective where we can no longer even imagine ourselves getting better or life being different. We hold onto the illusion of hopelessness that follows our every breath and heartbeat into an abyss of overwhelmed fear and dread of living another day. The longer we stay in this state, the harder it is to restore our faith in ourselves.

ANGER= happens when we begin to recognize that we are being held hostage by our fears and beliefs. Our inner warrior begins to wake up and takes a stand that activates our fight and flight instincts where we are ready to face or fight what ever and who ever is triggering our feelings of anxiety and angst. This is simply a distraction from the real source of our pain which is inside the heart that has been hurt.

AGGRESSION= The tendency is to spend a great deal of time and energy in blaming others, avoiding confrontations or deliberately creating them to prove to ourselves we are not going to give up or give in anymore. We get defensive about our personal space and feelings and strike out at anyone who might be in our presence at the time we are triggered. The act of striking out is a true sign of self destructive behaviour as the source of what is causing the feelings is still hidden inside to be discovered or recovered.

MYSELF~MY SOUL~MY SOURCE

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: shares an intimate view of ourselves and what we gain our strength from in difficult times.  Each of us are being tested to the limit of our endurance and then some.  It is the expansion of our soul and our ability to learn, grow or remember the things that are important to our soul’s  level of happiness.  The more we struggle the lower we vibrate.  The more we surrender the lighter we become.  It is a delicate act of balance that brings us closer to the place of inner peace.

Remind yourself that  ‘I am the one who is in charge of my rate of growth.  I have the right to repeat things as many times as I choose to in order to gain the most benefits from what I am learning.’  It is a brilliant moment when we stop the cycle and view it from a place of what is in here that I am so willing to suffer for that I keep holding on to it.  That is the insightful part of us that steps forward and reveals the truth about what has been taking place in order for us to benefit from it at soul level. When we release – there is instant relief.

If we are judging others, blaming others, criticizing others in any way, it tells us that we are doing this to ourselves first.  We never give anything we don’t already have so this is called a revelation when we reveal to ourselves through our thoughts and feelings about others how we are holding on to the similar, or the same things within ourselves.  The gift comes when this is done with love instead of judgment or fear.  Honouring the difference is a quantum field of vibration higher than we are now.  Be ready to grow . . . and forgive that part of you that chose the lessons you did to get where you need to be.

MYSELF= a state of awareness where ownership of all things creates breakthrough.
MY SOUL= the self respect that we develop as we accept full responsibility for our creations
MY SOURCE= a divine awareness that we only experience what we are committed to doing/being in order to grow

THE ISSUE~THE ILLUSION~THE INSIGHT

TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: teaches us that whenever we are in place where change is happening, we are most likely to be in a state of resistance first.  This is an indicator that the process has begun and we are asking ourselves what it is that must change about ourselves that will enhance our life in some way.  This enhancement must come at the end of a long period of time where we have been ‘researching’ the opposite of what we deserve, or desire.  The contrast builds up an awareness of what we truly believe or want to become.

The transformation process begins in a state of darkness where we are introverted, quiet, confused, upset or agitated in our daily life.  This is the time where nothing makes sense and everything becomes annoying to our senses and sensibility.  The main purpose of this is so we can take a very intense look at our thoughts, our feelings and the outcome of the two working together to either hold an illusion in place, or break it open and lay it out for us to examine in a new light.

So if you are having one of those ‘experiences’ right now, just imagine that you are able to rise above the issue, the illusion, the challenge and see it with fresh eyes that only see the potential and the possibility of a better way of being.

THE ISSUE= where our focus takes us to see something important
THE ILLUSION= the place where we wake up to the truth
THE INSIGHT= a state of awareness when we complete our challenge