Category: FORGIVENESS

FEAR~FAITH~FORGIVENESS

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TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: reveals the phase of transformation we have entered into as the energy field is being charged with the light of creation. You can feel the difference in the energy and it is even evident in the colour of our sun that has gone from a very pale yellow glow – to a bright blue/white intensity.

That same intensity is bringing up our inner layers of unresolved fear and judgment for us to review and release as it is no longer required to use it as a way of perceiving life or each other. Judgment is the root source of our fear and where there is fear there is further judgment of self and others. The time of this karmic illusion has come to completion but it is still up to each of us to resolve our differences and dissolve our illusions once and for all. There is an evolution we grow through that helps us awaken fully.

JUDGMENT= the part of our human nature that feels compelled to weigh, measure and categorize our differences. This has led us to many wars and disagreements between us as individuals on a path of discovery. Where there is a fear of failure – there is a need to judge and compare ourselves.

FEAR= the feeling that comes from feeling like a failure or feeling that we have not measured up to some level of expectation. This is the most damaging illusion a soul can carry in their heart. We are in every state of being a perfection borne of intention. We are flawed by design and that is what makes the human journey so intricate and fascinating.

FORGIVENESS= a state of grace where we begin to awaken to the realization we are perfect in every way – in every stage and phase of our human experience. We are following a master plan that involves being released of all our transgressions and beliefs that are merely illusions of limitation. We are forgiven before we come here, knowing we will need it to finish the game of karma and set our souls free. When we no longer judge – we are truly in a state of balance through the art of forgiveness.
 
FAITH= the acceptance of self in relation to others – that part of us that truly recognizes that we are always protected, especially when rejected and return to our belief that we were ejected out of the heart of creation. We were given the free will to come and go. We are here because we requested the emotional roller coaster free will ride that has kept us imprisoned in our own fear until now. We are genuinely equal souls as part of the cosmic whole of creation. Even the source of creation known as God and by many other names is incomplete without each and every one of us existing.


ANXIETY~ANGST~ANGER

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TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: Reveals the progression of energy that takes us from our calm and centred state to a full on blow out of aggression. We are given our personal life challenges through a series of events that invite us to learn about our limits and boundaries. When they are not respected, or rejected, we immediately go into an energy spiral that can take us on a wild ride of emotions.

The typical place where we start is getting triggered by a comment or event that activates within us our deepest hurts and wounds that have not healed. We may not even be aware we are still carrying the memory or fear that is the base cause of our reaction, but we soon go through the rapid progression of steps that can change our world inside and out.

Without taking the time to honour and respect our own feelings and allow them to be processed through our sense of forgiveness or awareness, we continue to return to this state of inner despair, or outward aggression that makes our life miserable and our soul feels abandoned.

ANXIETY= the feeling of hopelessness that we hold onto when we don’t feel we have the ability to let go of past events or beliefs which means our future is going to appear to look exactly the same. Until we are able to own our experience and take responsibility for rescuing ourselves from that place of despair, we remain a prisoner of its low vibration and self worth issues. The world becomes an unsafe and unloving place to be.

ANGST= begins to consume our daily perspective where we can no longer even imagine ourselves getting better or life being different. We hold onto the illusion of hopelessness that follows our every breath and heartbeat into an abyss of overwhelmed fear and dread of living another day. The longer we stay in this state, the harder it is to restore our faith in ourselves.

ANGER= happens when we begin to recognize that we are being held hostage by our fears and beliefs. Our inner warrior begins to wake up and takes a stand that activates our fight and flight instincts where we are ready to face or fight what ever and who ever is triggering our feelings of anxiety and angst. This is simply a distraction from the real source of our pain which is inside the heart that has been hurt.

AGGRESSION= The tendency is to spend a great deal of time and energy in blaming others, avoiding confrontations or deliberately creating them to prove to ourselves we are not going to give up or give in anymore. We get defensive about our personal space and feelings and strike out at anyone who might be in our presence at the time we are triggered. The act of striking out is a true sign of self destructive behaviour as the source of what is causing the feelings is still hidden inside to be discovered or recovered.

GUILT~SHAME~BLAME

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TODAY’S LIFE LESSON: In my morning meditation time I like to go to my Sacred Sanctuary within and review what life is trying to teach me or show me for the day.  Today was a very special day as I found myself asking to be shown the book in my Akashic records that contains the things I hold inside that are related to GUILT, SHAME and BLAME.  I have recently felt that the major source of my excess weight was related to my instinctive reaction to everything and everyone as being somehow either my responsibility, or my fault if things were not in alignment or in a happy place.  My intention was to have a good look at the book to see where I could complete my research and let go of the need to feel bad, or sorry, or guilty for what I had said or done.

Imagine my surprise when I asked Source to reveal the book to me and ALL OF THE BOOKS FLEW OFF THE SHELF and landed all around me.  It seems that I have been feeling things are all my fault since time began.  That is a lot of guilt, shame and blame to embody!  So the answer to my prayer was laying all around me and the need to shed the burden of how that ‘weighs heavy’ on my soul became crystal clear.  If I am blaming myself for everything that has happened then it means others are now left holding onto the illusion of nothing is their responsibility.  Well that does not help either one of us clear the karma, or complete the life lesson.

So I began to release any and all attachments to the past events: traumas, dramas and anyone related to what I experienced or how I contributed to the issue or situation.  I took responsibility for my part and held it up to the light of creation saying thank you for the experience and I am grateful for all those who contributed and participated in my life lessons so I could learn them . . . the books started to fade away but not disappear.  What was left on the floor was a rainbow of colours that Source calls wisdom.  I was able to retain wha t I had learned, but release what I went through to learn it.  The light got brighter and brighter and then all of a sudden the Akashic record shelves were filled with REVISED EDITIONS of my life and my lessons.  What is held there now is what I have been blessed with out of all the lessons through time and history.  I new sense of purpose, and a wonderful sense of peace.

GUILT= those moments we believe everything this is our FAULT instead of our choice.
SHAME= the feeling that comes with believing in the illusion of FAILURE
BLAME= when we need to reflect the focus away from what we FEAR in ourselves and others